Copyright 2005 by M. H. Glenn
-Two broken Tigers on fire in the night
-Flicker their souls to the wind
-We wait in the lines for the final assault to begin
-It's been almost four years that I've carried a gun
-At home, it will almost be Spring
-The flames of the Tigers are lighting the road to Berlin. . . .
The rain was turning colder.
I watched it spatter against the glass, noted the small grains of ice scattered here and there within the droplets as they ran down the glass. The rain would become mixed with snow soon, then just snow. I gazed at the little crystals as they reluctantly melted against the warmer body of the car as it rolled through the sere countryside, my thoughts as bleak as the murky gray sky that roiled above us.
The flight had been a grueling one. I spent its entire duration tightly gripping the armrests of my seat, my mood becoming increasingly grim as my mind endlessly inventoried all the weapon systems that could easily vaporize both the little private jet and its contents at any moment. But Dithra had insisted on traveling that way, saying we needed to keep up appearances and other such political insanities. After a small eternity, and more than a little astonishment on my part, we touched-down at a little municipal airport in the American southeast, the airstrip deserted save for the massive black Mercedes and its driver silently awaiting us in the rain.
At the thought, my eyes left their contemplation of the weather to study the back of the driver's neck. Human? Or a young dragon much like Stefan, acting as an agent for his elders? Unknown, and unimportant. The driver hunched his shoulders slightly, as if he could feel my cold regard, and I felt the corner of my mouth twitch upward for a moment. I then looked to my left, at the one who shared the back seat with me. Dithra was gazing out the window on her side, her face pensive, and I took the moment to study her profile and perhaps wonder what she had been like in younger years. Finally she sensed my gaze, turned, and gave me a warm smile of reassurance.
I did not know this place, the one we were approaching along this wet, winding road. All I knew and cared about was that this, at long last, was the day that we would settle this idiotic business once and for all.
One way, or another.
Eventually we turned off onto a private drive. The ribbon of black asphalt curved its way through a winter-naked forest, the trees' black branches dripping in the chill winter rain that still spattered against the car's windows. Silently I scanned the places between the dark boles, searching for movement, perhaps the deadly snout of some weapon, but to my further surprise found nothing. Eventually the trees came to an end, stopping abruptly at the edge of a large, grassy field. In the middle of that field there squatted a huge, boxlike structure that must have been at least two hundred meters on a side and maybe twenty meters to the flat roof. Factory or warehouse, the slab-sided building had a large, weed-infested parking lot flanking it, next to a business sign whose center panel had long-since surrendered to the elements, leaving an anonymous frame to quietly rust in the rain.
There were more than a few cars already sitting in the lot; dark, massive, expensive machines, each with its own driver either sitting at the wheel or standing next to their vehicle. I felt those drivers' eyes upon us as our own transportation rolled to a stop before the building's entrance and our driver got out to open Dithra's door for her. While he was busy with that I opened my own and stepped out into the rain, pausing to scan the faces of those silent chauffeurs. A few would meet my eyes; many dropped their gaze uncomfortably to the pavement at their feet. The remainder stared coldly past me, as if I didn't exist. I chuckled humorlessly at a private, equally humorless thought from my human side, then turned to offer my arm to Dithra as we prepared to make our way up the broad concrete steps.
The little blue awning that began at the top of the steps had seen better days, but at least it held off the rain. The entrance itself consisted of a pair of glass office doors, flanked by a pair of large, conservatively-clad, somber-looking gentlemen with eyes as cold as the weather. Dithra's chin lifted slightly as she met their gaze with one equally as chill, one eyebrow arching upward in silent inquiry. A moment passed, then both guardians' gazes dropped, and thick hands reached over to pull the doors open for us.
What lay just inside the doors looked to be the gutted remains of a corporate lobby; dirt and various bits of anonymous trash littered the expensive marble-tiled floor, and lighter-shaded patches on the stained walls marked where pictures had once hung. Neither Dithra nor I paused to admire the decor, however, passing quickly through and down a short hallway to pause at a large door at the far end. The Eldest looked at me, a slight smile hovering about her lips. I smiled back, then gestured respectfully. After you. She nodded her head in acknowledgement, went through the door. I paused for the count of ten for Dithra to get herself situated, then walked through myself.
The doorway led out onto a vast factory floor, brightly lit by overhead mercury arcs, and vacant save for the occasional scarring of the concrete floor where heavy machinery once stood. To my immediate right I felt an enormous presence, but rather than risk another humiliating freeze I did not look in that direction. Instead, I closed my eyes and concentrated, and soon the nauseating, welcome pain of bones bending into different shapes swept over me. Sounds and smells grew richer and more intense, then my forelegs hit the floor with their usual thump. Another handful of seconds as I felt myself expand to my normal size, then I opened golden eyes to finally look upon Lady Dithra in her natural form, my long neck bending in another gesture of respect. "My Lady?" I said at last.
Dithra's massive head dipped in reply, her eyes of gold-flecked emerald warm as they gazed at me. Then she paused, and something tickled at the back of my thoughts. <. . . . ?>
I blinked, my mane jangling quietly as I gave my head a small shake. Then I realized what had just happened. "I'm sorry, my Lady," I responded "but I'm not very good at that. I have found that I'm very nearly 'deaf' to it, and the only way I've found to 'speak' in that manner is with the help of . . ." I glanced around ". . . a certain item."
Dithra rumbled regretfully, then paused to activate her torque. "Forgive me, young Hasai; I had hoped--" she trailed off, looking at me thoughtfully. "Well, you are indeed still quite young. Perhaps the gift of silent speaking will come to you more fully as you mature. I must admit it would have been quite useful, today," the huge dragoness finished wryly. She made a small gesture with an armored forepaw. "For now, however, both our allies and our adversaries await. Shall we?" I turned and followed Dithra as she padded her way toward the other side of the factory floor, where several groups of dragons stood watching us in the distance.
The building's main floor was so broad, it actually took a bit of time to make our way across it. I used that time to study the crowd. And crowd it was; I never thought I'd see so many dragons in one spot, all of them at least approaching Elder stature, if not well into it, the fading rumble of their conversations a vibration beneath my feet. The largest of the three groups consisted of the clans that had decided to side with us. I recognized several of the dragons in this bunch, with some small surprise spotting Tin'na'tak standing toward the rear. I caught his eye as we approached and nodded my respects, which he seemed a little startled to be on the receiving end of. Soberly, he nodded back.
The next group over were the smallest of the three. From the way they carefully stood apart from the other two, I suspected they were the last of the fence-sitters, or "the undecided," as Lady Dithra more diplomatically put it. I gave them a careful once-over, then ignored them, my attention drawn to the last group.
Ahnkar. It had been a while since I last saw the big, brown and green-banded dragon, not that I'd ever forget him. He was turned away from me at the moment, evidently trying to quell a squabble among some of the dragons ranked behind him. Several seconds later he turned back, and our gazes met with an almost physical impact. His eyes widened, muscles tensing in alarm. I couldn't help it; immediately my lips began to pull back into a carnivore's deadly grin. Eyes locked on my prey's, I felt my body begin to gather itself--
"Hasai! Not here! Not now!" Dithra hissed.
I blinked, finally noticed the hulking shapes that had begun shifting to the fore of Ahnkar's camp, eyes studying me intently. I sensed the trap, realized how close I was to destroying all of Dithra's careful work. Slowly I relaxed my posture, gave the apprehensive Eldest of the Council a small, ironic gesture of respect, then deliberately turned my back on him.
Dithra was studying me as well; I dipped my head slightly in apology. She hesitated for a moment more, then finally turned to greet the huge gray dragoness who stood at the fore of our clique. The elder dragoness, politely ignoring our momentary exchange, gestured a respectful welcome then began saying something in the growl-purr-hiss-click language of the dragons. She paused, however, when Dithra made a small gesture and looked to me. "Dear one, should I request--?"
I gave her a slight smile, nodded my thanks. "That won't be necessary, my Lady." I reached up with a single talon and tapped a certain, much-modified pattern laboriously etched into one of my scales. The pattern began to glow with a blue-black light, and after a moment I continued, this time using speech that fit my fanged jaws much more comfortably. "With the help of the one known as Stefan, I have not spent these past days unprofitably." I turned, gave the gray dragoness a small bow. "Your pardon, my Lady, if my words are less than perfect. I have found little chance as of yet to master our people's manner of speaking, and so I must resort to hasty artifice."
The Elder studied the softly glowing pattern for a moment, her eyes glinting with sharp interest. "Impressive, young one; quite impressive." Her eyes lifted to meet mine, and her gaze, if not particularly warm, also wasn't as cool as it was earlier. "That you would go to such effort says much about you, all of it good. Young Hasai, you may call me Sakiss. I am privileged to be considered Eldest of the Naatahn clan. You doubtlessly know us as the clan that guards the southern edge of Lady Dithra's territory." She paused minutely, then continued. "If I may be so bold as to inquire, I understand you and yours had a brief encounter with those who protect the Lady's eastern approaches, the people of the Sstahn clan, recently."
I gestured in the affirmative, thinking fast. "A chance encounter, yes, my Lady. The situation was concluded honorably and without incident, thanks to the one known as Tin'na'tak."
"Ah," replied Sakiss, her eyes growing thoughtful "then I shall convey your thanks, as well as that of clan Naatahn to the Eldest of the Sstahn, young Hasai. Tin'na'tak bore a great burden of honor in this instance, and evidently bore it well." The elder gave me a bow and gesture, both acknowledgement and dismissal, then turned to speak further with Dithra. "All is in readiness, my Lady," Sakiss murmured respectfully. "The Council is gathered by the request of the greater of strengths of the clans, and will hear your voice." She paused, then continued "We have also taken steps, in the event certain members of the Council decide upon something . . . rash."
Dithra glanced at me; I suppressed a knowing smirk. "I thank you, Lady Sakiss," Dithra replied. "We should not delay then. If you would honor us by beginning the audience?"
Sakiss dipped her head in acknowledgement, then turned and began to head for where the group representing Ahnkar's Council stood. Dithra and I trailed along behind her at a discreet distance, and she used the opportunity to quietly speak with me. "That was well done, young one; now Sakiss will wonder if we have a special understanding with the Sstahn, and will strive to put her people before them in our favor. Very well done. Now, however, it is my turn to speak, and mine alone. Ahnkar and others of the Council will try to provoke you, to have you give them an excuse to deal with you directly. You must not allow it. If you give them that excuse, or if you accept the onus of First Strike, we will have lost everything."
I nodded; it was the third time Dithra had warned me about this, though I diplomatically omitted pointing it out. For some reason, it felt good to know that even Lady Dithra could be a little nervous. . . .
"A voice wishes to be heard."
At Lady Sakiss' thunderous announcement, what little conversation that hadn't already faded away as she approached the Council now abruptly cut off. In the midst of the other Council members Ahnkar sat at ease, his eyes glittering coldly as he looked at the clan Eldest. "And to whom does this voice belong?" he asked.
"The voice is that of the Lady Dithra, former Eldest of the Council."
There was a murmur at the mentioning of Dithra's previous status, and Ahnkar's gaze grew even colder. Evidently the goading could go both ways-- "We will hear her speak," he intoned, and all eyes swung to us.
Dithra quietly took a deep breath and stepped forward. Sakiss bowed to her, deeply, then moved aside so Dithra could take her place. The gray-green dragoness settled herself while I took position to her left-rear, then she paused to scan the ranks of the Council. Her gaze finally settled on a spot roughly two meters above Ahnkar's head, as if the one who was supposed to be sitting in Ahnkar's place were somewhat . . . larger. "I wish to regain the position of Eldest upon the Council," she stated without preamble.
A sigh rippled through those assembled. Ahnkar simply stared stonily at Dithra until it faded. "And what is the strength behind this?" he asked, still following tradition's script.
Too easy, the wraith seething at the bottom of my soul whispered. He's up to something. I began scanning the crowd, searching for the assault that was sure to come as Dithra replied. "The greater of strengths within the clans, and within the Council."
"No! I will not permit this! This is an abomination!" Everyone blinked at the sudden outburst, turned to see Ksstha shouldering his way forward until he stood in front of the other Council members. A battle-scarred forepaw lifted to stab accusingly at Lady Dithra. "Reject her! Reject this . . . traitor!"
The epithet brought shocked hisses, and I tensed, readying myself for Ahnkar's gambit. But the banded dragon glared at Ksstha and made an abrupt slicing motion, dismay and irritation rippling across his form. "Lord Ksstha, this is not your time to speak. You will--"
"She consorts with humans!" snarled the ancient warrior "She gives them our secrets!" then the forepaw swung to point to me. "She has even brought one with her into our midst! Reject her! Destroy these ones who would doom us all!"
"You will be silent, or you will withdraw, Ksstha." Ahnkar thundered at his ally, his reaction leaving me totally at sea. Why? Why was Ahnkar trying to stifle Ksstha? If Ksstha successfully slandered me, then Dithra's power base would be seriously damaged. Ahnkar's actions made no sense--
"I have brought a human, Lord Ksstha?" Dithra smoothly interrupted, making a show of turning and examining my form closely. "Strange; Hasai certainly looks like a dragon," she murmured, drawing a ripple of amusement from our audience. "Are you a dragon, Hasai?"
Playing along, I bent my long neck around and gave myself a careful once-over. "It would seem so, Lady Dithra," I replied mildly, creating more amusement.
"No! It's form is dragon, but it's spirit is not! It's spirit is human! It is an abomination that must be destroyed!"
Now, that was a pretty steep insult, and in front of the most unimpeachable group of witnesses anyone could ever hope for. I now had perfect grounds for calling Ksstha out, right then and there, but as Dithra had asked, I remained silent.
"Hasai's spirit is not dragon?" purred Dithra, "And just how would you know anything about the state of Hasai's spirit, Ksstha?"
That brought him up short. Huge reptilian eyes of every color imaginable glittered as they focused upon Ksstha, watched intently as he opened his jaws, glanced about himself, then closed them again. He was dangerously close to the edge. Rumors had circulated among the dragons regarding the encounter between Ksstha and myself in the jungles of Panama; Dithra had made sure of that. But without witnesses, against an elder dragon, that's all they would ever be. Rumors. Unless, however, he said just one more word, admitting his deeds not only before the Council but before the assembled elders of the clans. If he stated just how he knew, confessed to the use of a soul snare in an attempt to enslave another dragon, the only way Ksstha would leave this place would be in very small pieces.
Ksstha may indeed have sought death, but he would not throw his life away for nothing. In the end, his head drooped, his form sagging in defeat. "I will withdraw," he grated, each word sounding like it had to be dragged bodily from his jaws. "I . . . apologize . . . for my lack of manners." Without another word he turned and slowly limped from the room, his burning eyes fixed upon the concrete beneath his feet.
Ahnkar watched him leave, then the banded dragon's eyes turned to meet mine, a question in their depths. I met that gaze, my expression grimly neutral, letting him come to his own conclusions as to the truth to the rumors. He winced visibly, his eyes dropping.
Swell allies you have there, Ahnkar. Been feeling like you need to take a bath, lately?
It took several moments for the current Council Eldest to get his thoughts back in order, but eventually he did, his gaze returning to Lady Dithra. "And what is the complaint against the one currently holding the position you desire?"
Damn it, he's still going by the rules! What the hell does he have? my human side raged. Only half-listening to the debate, my eyes studied draconic faces, postures, the area immediately surrounding Ahnkar. It has to be here somewhere, close at hand. . . .
"Our complaint against you, Ahnkar, is in your handling of the problem of the humans," replied Dithra, finally abandoning that third-person nonsense. "You would, in your own words, have us launch ourselves at them blindly, to hopelessly die with our fangs locked in their throat. The major strength in both the Council and in the clans find this to be a pointless gesture of revenge, and seek another way. My alternative, though many may choke on it, at least offers some scrap of the hope that your way does not. This is our complaint."
There! Between Ahnkar's forelegs! See that ripple? It's that damned illusion of empty air again! Shit! What could Ahnkar be hiding there, some sort of weapon? No; dragons don't use . . . what the hell is it? I jerked my eyes to Dithra, started to open my jaws to shout a warning, then yanked them shut again when a full dozen of the dragons surrounding Ahnkar tensed, their eyes staring at me expectantly. Damn it, I couldn't stop this, not without giving Ahnkar the excuse he so desperately needed. Gnashing my teeth, I kept silent as I watched that small ripple in the air between Ahnkar's forelegs, every muscle quivering as I waited for the explosion.
Ahnkar had seen my agitation and had paused for a moment, waiting to see if I would commit myself. When I didn't he continued, a faint mocking tone creeping into his voice. "If I may respectfully differ with you, Lady Dithra, I believe that it is not that I intend to make war upon the humans that troubles many, but rather whether we possess the means to succeed in such a war. If we did not possess those means, then any war I would think to launch could quite possibly be hopeless, as you have charged. However . . ." The banded dragon lifted a forepaw, made a small gesture, and the small, rippling distortion in the air between his forelegs fell apart, revealing what lay hidden within. ". . . those means are available to us."
The floor beneath my feet made a scrunch sound, chips of broken concrete sent flying as my talons dug in. I stared in horror at the human toddler, wearing a little plaid dress that had seen far better days, sitting in front of Ahnkar and looking for all the world like a mouse between the forepaws of a lion.
ANNA!
Again Ahnkar paused, his eyes glinting expectantly at me as he waited for me to break protocol and give him his victory. Trembling like a horse in a thunderstorm, I forced myself to subside. The Council Eldest gave me a disappointed look, then continued. "There have been many setbacks; this I freely admit. At times we were tempted to despair, to believe that the Ancestors themselves had turned against us. Then we find her." He looked down at Anna, his gaze almost loving. The little girl didn't react, but continued to look straight ahead, her eyes half-closed and her expression faintly puzzled.
Suddenly finding herself in unknown skies, Dithra had given me a startled, questioning look when I'd reacted to Anna. Now she turned back to the banded dragon. "We fail to see precisely how a small human child scarcely past her first Spring supports your cause, Lord Ahnkar," she temporized, struggling to understand the situation.
"No?" Ahnkar queried, his mocking tone growing stronger. He lifted a forepaw and studied it as one of his claws glowed, then flared brightly with a fierce nimbus of red-orange Power. Without a word, he then swung that deadly claw downward, directly at Anna's somnolent form before I could react.
There was a brilliant flash and an earsplitting crack, then Ahnkar was yanking his forepaw away, quietly hissing in pain. There was a stunned moment of silence, then an amazed murmur started around us as everyone stared at the eye-searingly bright skein of blue-black Power that wrapped protectively about the tiny child for a few seconds more before fading back into invisibility. "Then perhaps we should ask the one known as Hasai why he went to such great lengths to conceal and protect this child," he thundered.
Dithra stared at Anna, then turned to look at me, her eyes filled with consternation. That murmur about us increased in volume, and I could almost feel the power blocs in the room beginning to shift and realign, like sand sifting beneath my feet as Ahnkar continued. "This little one is indeed small, but she most certainly possesses the blood of the Lung; possibly even more strongly than Hasai himself does." His eyes lifted, slowly scanned the room. "We have indeed had setbacks, but we still move forward. It will take longer than we hoped just a short time ago, but in the end we will have the children that we need, to both replenish our race and to act as our fangs and claws when we wrest our homelands back from the accursed humans!"
Cannon fodder. Forever cannon fodder, whispered the dark wraith, its words sad instead of sarcastic for once as the mutterings around us grew steadily louder. I shook my head; the motion caught Ahnkar's eye, and the Council Eldest's head swung to me, his eyes studying me for a long moment before he spoke. "Unless she decides to press her case, we will allow the Lady Dithra to withdraw." He glanced dismissively at the silently seething Dithra, then once again back to me, his gaze growing intent. "The way will be difficult, and much grief will be ours before we taste victory," the banded dragon said in a quieter voice. He glanced down at the toddler he surrounded so protectively with his forelegs. "In the end, we will comprehend and overcome her defenses, young Hasai, and then she will learn much that no child should have to know, of war, of pain, of loss." He paused, then signaled regret, his eyes never leaving mine. "Her ordeal would be greatly reduced, however, if there were others of her blood with her, to support her, and perhaps shield her altogether from what must come. What say you, young Hasai? Will she fly alone, or will you be there with her?"
Damn him, was he actually trying to get me to switch sides this late in the game? At least I now knew why the Council had never attempted the last-ditch assault I was so sure they would launch; they were far too busy back-tracing through my family tree. I stared at Ahnkar, and for long seconds all I could think of was how bitterly I regretted not killing him when I had the chance. At last given permission to speak, I opened my jaws. "Children. Why is it always the children with you, Lord Ahnkar?"
The banded dragon flinched at that, and several of his faction hissed angrily. A slight motion from him and they subsided. He gave me a steady look, then lifted his head higher, exposing his throat and the scars marking it. "Remember this, young Hasai? You had a chance at it once, and you will have a chance at it again, someday, when I can afford to answer for the pain I have caused." Ahnkar lowered his head, his eyes boring into mine. "In the meantime, we have asked you a question. We await your answer."
I stared at him, my mind ice, my heart ice, my very spirit ice. Ahnkar. To me, his very name brought images of a shattered egg, dismembered infants, and of a Quetzalcoatl with feathers of opalescent green and eyes of gold lying limply in the mud with her throat torn out. Children whom I hadn't seen leave their shells and greet the sun, and a daughter whom I would never see at all. A soldier with haunted eyes, who rarely smiled and spoke more rarely still. All these I laid at his feet. Stealing away my niece to use as a pawn in the pursuit of his twisted dream was the last straw, the final act of war. Yes; I indeed had an answer for the banded dragon.
From out of the past, echoing like a voice in a fevered dream, Dithra's words came back to me from a conversation we had not all-that long ago. If you wish to declare Blood Feud . . . know that I will place both myself and all of my resources at your disposal. . . .
Blood Feud. A war between bloodlines, to the death. Dithra had fought to prevent this from the day I first mentioned the term to her, and had failed. Here, now, alone against Ahnkar and all his kin and allies, I knew I hadn't a prayer. But still, as I looked into his eyes, I also knew that I could at least take him with me. Let Justice be done, even if the heavens fall. . . .
"Do not, young one," murmured Ahnkar in a strangely sympathetic voice, seemingly reading my thoughts. "My death is sure, that I will admit. But you will most assuredly fall as well, and all that must be will still occur, only without you there to protect those whom you cherish. I beseech you, young Hasai; do not."
I stared at him, then my eyes dropped to gaze blindly at the scarred concrete between my feet. The vast room had quieted to the point of almost total silence, save for the occasional movements of large, armored bodies as they awaited my answer. Beside me I could feel Dithra's anguished presence, but for all the help she could offer me now, she might as well have been on the far side of the moon. I felt despair eating at my heart.
I was alone. Again.
. . . . If you wish to declare Blood Feud . . . .
I thought of Ashadh, Dahiric, of the humans whom I'd known and cared for, and, finally, of Pasqual.
I said goodbye to them all. Then I lifted my head,
stared bleakly into Ahnkar's waiting face,
that old, dark, nihilistic joy flooding into me, my fangs baring themselves in a carnivore's grin as I prepared to
give him my answer; one
that would rock the
world and everything living upon it.
-And I wonder when I'll be home again
-And the morning answers "never"
-And the evening sighs and the steely Russian skies
-Go on. . . .
-. . . .Forever. . . .
There is another way.
I blinked, closed my jaws on the words I had been so very close to speaking as the dark wraith that was my human half began throwing information at me, knowledge gleaned from a dozen conversations with Stefan, and in particular one long evening as I lay deathly ill in Dithra's abode. Slowly I rose to my feet, my posture shifting to a far more formal, far older one, one designed to send just one message. Challenge.
"Whose head is held highest here?"
Dead silence, then a long sibilance as dozens of draconic throats drew a sudden breath at the sound of those ancient words. Ahnkar sat immobile, his form still as stone, his eyes pools of disbelief. Dithra stared at me in utter astonishment. A savage grin fought to stretch the corners of my hard mouth as that black joy soared within me. I said it again.
"Whose head is held highest here?"
The Second Call. Part of three, in a ritual older than the Council, older than the war, very nearly as old as the Blood Feud. It was a ritual from a time when Reason did not reign among the dragons, but instead raw force held sway. Purest power.
"Whose head--"
"Mine is the head that is held highest here," Ahnkar thundered, at the last possible moment before he lost all by default, the words dragged out of him as his eyes filled with dread.
"Then I Challenge thee," I intoned. "I Challenge thee for thy power, I Challenge thee for thy position, I Challenge thee for thy clan."
"I accept thy Challenge," the banded dragon rumbled, as if he had a choice, the dread in his eyes rapidly being replaced with anger. "Name the place and time of thy doom."
I paused for a tiny moment, thoughts racing, then answered. "The place will be where the one known as Tin'na'tak preserved his clan's honor, the time is when the moon is once again dark. There and then is where I shall take all from thee."
"So be it," snarled Dithra's usurper. "I look forward to thine ending."
"Of that, I have little doubt," I murmured sardonically. And now," I straightened from that so-very formal posture, turned my back on Ahnkar and faced Dithra "I believe we shall take our leave."
"Hasai!" Dithra hissed, her eyes darting about. "Have you any idea what you have done?"
"Taken the velvet glove off the steel fist, my Lady," I replied, then chuckled darkly at her expression of confusion, my eyes also tracking the muscle that was fanning out from around Ahnkar's seething form, moving to surround us. Similar movements began among the clans. "And, since the gloves are indeed off, I do think we should get the hell out of here."
With that, I summoned the sphere of the Lung. It materialized before me with its usual snap, along with more than a few astonished hisses from our audience. I secured a good grip on Dithra while I reached for the sphere--
--Only to get a face-full of flame from one of Ahnkar's charging goons. I jerked my head back, blinking frantically, getting my sight back just in time to see one of our attackers right on top of us, the hulking brown and black dragon lifting a paw to swat the sphere out of her way--
The instant the dragon's paw came into contact with the sphere, Time seemed to slam to a halt for her. For the rest of us, the air itself turned gelatinous as a shock wave visibly rippled outward from the point of contact, rocking us with its force. From the sphere a low keening whine began, rising in both pitch and amplitude, sounding to my ears very much like a military jet engine spooling up. The sphere's light grew brighter, the glow spreading to engulf its helplessly frozen victim. Soon both were shining like miniature suns, too bright to look upon, the keening sound so intense that many dragons were flinching back in pain--
Then, just as abruptly as it began, it ended. The sound cut off, the light winked out. We blinked the dazzle out of our eyes, looked back to see the sphere returned to its usual softly glowing self, floating serenely in mid-air as if nothing had ever happened. Ahnkar's agent, however, had vanished without a trace.
For several long seconds all of us stared at the spot where she had once stood, then I cleared my throat. "Well," I rumbled, "so much for that one." I lifted my head, gave the surrounding dragons a feral grin. "Does anyone else here wish to get in our way? . . . . No? I didn't think so." I gave a deeply shaken Ahnkar his own dose of that grin, then once again turned to Dithra. "And now, my Lady, we shall take our leave." With no further ado, I grabbed the sphere and popped it into my mouth, that feeling of connection coming over to me as I reached out to touch the Eldest and thought of a little municipal airport.
Snap.
It was fortunate that nobody at the airstrip was around to see a pair of dragons suddenly pop into existence between two hangars, nor witness them quickly shift into human guise. Dithra glanced about us, then rounded on me with a look that could have slagged chromium steel at fifty meters.
"Um, I'll go look for our crew--"
"You will not," the Eldest snapped. She stared at me, oblivious to the rain, emerald eyes simmering, her head shaking slightly as if she refused to believe what she saw. "You really have no idea what you have just done, do you, young one?"
I caught Dithra's deliberate emphasis on the word young, which isn't exactly complementary among dragons. I returned her gaze with one of my own. "Ahnkar has my niece, Dithra. I could not stand there and do nothing."
"Your niece," Dithra repeated, then paused, her eyes never leaving mine. "Is she one of us?"
I thought for a moment, remembering the glow of Power I had seen within the child on that dark night in Georgia. "I believe so."
"Then why--" Dithra cut off, held herself silent until she regained control. "Why did you not tell me?" she finally asked through clenched teeth.
I looked at the seething elder dragon for several long seconds. Because it was none of your damned business, I was tempted to answer. Instead, "Dithra, you had just been deposed, and we were on the run when I discovered her. I did not want to drag her into our mess, especially when it looked as if we would not win," I replied at last.
"And since?" Dithra shot back.
"The subject never had a chance to surface," I replied evenly, "and we have not yet won this battle."
"Battle. Yes, it will indeed be a battle, young one; one that will be remembered for as long as dragons live," growled the Eldest, switching back to the original topic. "Why did you issue Challenge?"
"We were going to lose, Dithra; we both know that. Issuing a Challenge to Ahnkar was the only thing I could think of to do, short of declaring Blood Feud."
The ancient dragon stared at me. Then, finally, a hand lifted to rub wearily at her eyes, a grim chuckle forcing its way from within her. "Oh, Hasai. Young, young Hasai. Do you truly think that Ahnkar was the only one that you Challenged?"
I blinked at her, and suddenly the Eldest was right in my face. "The Challenge applies to all who hear it, you fool!" she raged. "Both the Council and all the clans were gathered at that place! You have Challenged not only the Council Eldest, but also every member of the Council and the Eldest of every single one of the clans!"
I stared at her, a small, sick feeling starting in the pit of my stomach. "Then, on the next dark of the moon. . . ."
"You fight them all!"
I opened my mouth, closed it again, then licked my lips. Finally, I said the only thing that I could think of for something like this.
"Oops."
Dithra looked at me for several moments more, then her gaze dropped and she turned away. "Hasai, please find our pilot," she asked, her voice weary beyond measure "We need to be away from this place, and I need . . . . And I very much need to not look upon you for some small while."
It didn't take me long to find our crew. That was perhaps a lucky thing, for even as we taxied onto the runway I spotted several cars pulling up at the edge of the ramp. Coincidence, or pursuit? Healthy paranoia dictated that I assume the latter. It was too late for it to matter, however, as our plane was already hurling itself down the strip and into the lowering skies.
After several tries at bringing Dithra out of her black funk failed, I gave up and allowed the remainder of the trip to pass in a deadly silence. Finally I shook myself out of my own fugue, forced myself to stop wondering how it had all spun out of control so quickly and start thinking of a way out of this mess. A little rummaging about the cabin produced an old steno pad that had seen better days, and with both that and a pen I mooched from the pilot I used the quiet time to begin doodling some thoughts on the subject.
The plane touched-down at last. As we began the slow taxi back to the terminal I closed the steno pad and carefully scanned the ramp, searching for trouble but finding only Stefan and Luce standing at the terminal fence, waiting for us. I breathed a small sigh of relief, then turned to Dithra. "My Lady, enough of this. I need more information. Is the ranch threatened?"
Dithra remained silent for a few moments more, then finally spoke, her eyes studying her folded hands. "No. The clans' agreements are with me, not you. Were it otherwise, everything there would already be lost."
"So it's still safe for me there?" I pressed.
Dithra's eyes rose to meet mine, but her gaze was cold, cold. "Until the dark of the moon. After that, should you lose your Challenge, or fail to appear, there is no place in all the world where you will be able to find sanctuary."
As certain of her words sunk in, I felt my own gaze grow chill. "I have been called many things in my life, my Lady, many of them accurate," I rumbled. "But no one has ever made the mistake of calling me a coward."
Dithra continued to meet my eyes for several long moments, but finally her gaze dropped. "You are correct," she sighed at last "that was uncalled for." The Eldest lifted a hand, used it to cradle her forehead, and for the very first time since the night I first met her, Dithra looked old. "Hasai, what are we going to do? You cannot possibly--"
"My Lady, please refresh my memory," I interrupted before Dithra could relapse into her funk. "What are the rules of the Challenge?"
"Rules?" There was a pause, then something that sounded almost like a strangled chuckle. "There is only one rule, dear one. The victor takes all. Even life, if he so desires. The vanquished either yields or dies, and quite possibly dies anyway."
I nodded, my sight drifting past Dithra's face to rest on the richly upholstered cabin wall, thinking. Finally I smiled, and from the feel of it, the smile was not a pleasant one. "My kind of rules," I purred.
Dithra paused, then looked up at me with the sort of look one usually reserves for the mentally unbalanced. "Dear one, what are you--"
"Going to do?" I finished for her, that smile still in place. "I'm going to do what any good soldier does, my Lady. I'm going to stack the deck."
-Face up, or you can only back down
-Hit the target, or you better hit the ground
-Still time to turn this game around
-Turn it up, or turn that wild card down
-TURN IT UP!!!
It took all of about two seconds for Luce and Stefan to read our expressions
when the little jet's door popped open and we stepped out at last; read our
expressions, and immediately go to
DEFCON-1. Without
a word, both immediately scanned our surroundings, then quickly began hustling
us toward our waiting car.
"No, can't go that way." Both warriors paused, looked at me as I shook my head. "It's open-season on my ass, and we'll probably get jumped on the way through the clan areas."
"My Lord?" began Stefan, "Should we then take--"
"No, we're still going to the ranch; it itself is still safe. But we're going there the quick way." I looked about us, ignoring the uneasy glance Stefan shared with Luce. "First we need some privacy. . . . There." I pointed to a nearby hangar, began to quickly walk toward it. The others quickly caught up, Stefan silently taking point.
As luck would have it, there was someone in the hangar. An elderly aircraft mechanic paused in his work on the right nacelle of a twin-engine Beech to give us a puzzled look as we strode past, but said nothing at first as Stefan quickly located an office door at the rear of the hangar and headed for it. There was a slight pause at the door, then Stefan's shoulders hunched slightly and I heard the sound of tearing metal as the door's lock failed.
"Hey! You can't go in there!" I looked back to see the mechanic stepping around the nacelle and walking toward us, an alarmed expression on his weathered face. Quickly we stepped into the thankfully deserted office and shoved the damaged door shut behind us, and I immediately closed my eyes and reached for my true form. A long moment's worth of pain, and then my forelegs hit the floor with their usual thump. Seconds later the sphere of the Lung snapped into existence before me, and I seized it in my jaws while the others got a good grip on my armored form. Then there was a rattle from the door, and even as I thought of a distant ranch house lost in the mountains, I saw the door's knob turn, the door begin to open. . . .
Snap.
All three of my passengers staggered, Stefan once again going down to one knee when we popped back into existence in front of our battered little cabin. I didn't have time to wait for them to recover, however, as I quickly scanned the tree lines, then the cabin for trouble. Seeing none, I quickly headed for the cabin, my paws kicking up little white clouds from the dry, powdery snow as I hurried.
I barged through the door so abruptly that Pasqual instantly bounced to her feet from her usual spot in front of our children's nest, her muscles bunched and her wings half-unfurled as she braced for an attack. She blinked when she saw it was me, relaxing slightly. "My Lord? Is there something wrong?"
I gave my head a shake, then replaced it with the proper draconic gesture. "Not immediately," I rumbled, much to her dismay. "No; neither you nor the children are in immediate danger. I need to speak with Deebs. He around?"
"Deebs," Pasqual echoed blankly, then her head lifted with understanding. "Ah; the noisy one. He is in the, ah, the place where prey were kept."
Place where. . .? Oh; the barn. "Thank you." I turned myself around and headed out the door, but paused when Pasqual gestured. "Yes?"
"My lord--" she hesitated, then continued "is there something with which I may assist?"
I eyed her for several long seconds, felt a twinge of surprise when I realized she meant it. "Yes," I replied at last "a little later, I may need you to show me some things."
She looked at me for a moment, her thoughts unreadable, then gestured acknowledgement. I hesitated, but then yanked my thoughts back to the task at hand and went out the door.
Deebs was indeed in the barn, where both he and Grease were busy assembling some metal components with the help of a TIG welder the two of them had scrounged from somewhere. I had a word with them, and they in turn gathered the balance of our people for a council of war in the cabin. Once there, I told them the long, sad story.
Fields, as was often the case, summed up the entire situation with a single word. "Shit."
"Yeah," I responded, shaking my head. "I just didn't know what else to do. So, I just . . . declared war. I don't know. Maybe there was something else I could have done, but I don't know what, short of tossing Anna to the wolves, and from the feel of things in that place, that wouldn't have worked either." I rubbed my hands together, a far corner of my mind noting how strange it seemed not to feel the rasp of metallic scales. I looked at our former Stasi agent. "What else could I have done, Stefan? Was there any other way out?"
Stefan looked at me for a moment, his eyes holding a silent message of sympathy for my predicament. Then those eyes dropped as his expression became pensive. "No, my Lord," he responded at last "none that I can think of. Not, and still retain your honor." Immediately he turned and raised a placating hand to Dithra, who was rousing herself to the issue. "My Lady, please, hear me out. I know you spent much time, effort, and political capital to assemble the greater strength that was needed to oust Ahnkar, but that strength was based upon that of the clans, and we all know how fickle the clans can be, do we not? My Lady, what was the feel of the gathering? Was our strength firm, or was it shifting, as so-often happens with the clans?"
The agent paused, studying the play of emotions across Dithra's face. "I see. My Lady, what else could Lord Hasai have done, short of declaring Blood Feud? The Ancestors themselves would acknowledge he had ample grounds for it if he had, and yet he stopped short of that. Why do you think he did so?" Stefan looked at me for a moment, and that glance held far more respect than I could ever hope to earn. "Because, I believe, he knew that Blood Feud ends in nothing but destruction and death, no matter how satisfying revenge might seem at the moment.
"What Lord Hasai did was something that was far more important than a brief satisfaction. He bought us time. With enough time, one can surmount any obstacle, even this one, and that is something I learned from the humans." He paused, then added as an afterthought "Curious, isn't it, the places where one can find wisdom?" he asked wryly.
There was a long moment after Stefan had finished that I just sat there and looked at him, a smile slowly working its way across my face. "There have been times," I said at last "when I've wondered what the world would be like if it were run by spooks and soldiers, rather than by diplomats and politicians. Stefan, you make me believe it just might be a nicer place to live. Or," I added "at least far more honest."
A small, wry smile came to Stefan's own face, and he bowed slightly. "If that was a compliment, my Lord, then I thank you."
I gave him my own small smile, then turned back to the others. "Now let's make use of the time we have. Deebs, do you think that contraption you've been messing with has any hope of working?"
Deebs blinked. "Well, um. . . ." He paused, one hand going to scratch at his hedgehog-like hair as he glanced uneasily at Grease. "We, um, really didn't think we'd need the stuff so soon," he temporized. "Maybe in a couple--"
"Stefan, how long?"
"Seventeen days, my Lord."
"That's as long as we have, Deebs. Now; up or down? I need to know right now."
Deebs licked his lips, glanced once again at Grease, who tilted his head, one shoulder lifting in a slight shrug, then nodded. Deebs looked back to me, his expression firming. "It'll be ready. It won't be pretty, and I don't know how long it'll hold together, but it'll be ready."
"If it holds together for twenty minutes, that'll be good enough." I looked around the table. "What else can we do?"
A pause, then Fields spoke up. "We know exactly when and where?"
I glanced at Stefan for verification, and he nodded. "Yes," I responded.
The Special Ops man stared at me, then slowly leaned back in his chair, his lips pursed into a silent whistle of astonishment. "What kind of moron would hand us that kind of advantage?" he asked at last.
Stefan gave Fields a cool look. "It would indeed seem odd," he began with more than a trace of sarcasm "until one understands that the moron can bring whomever that wishes to stand with him."
Fields thought about that for a bit, then nodded. "Just wishes to, huh? That just might actually work; the less-popular a leader is, the lonelier he is on the battlefield. I like it." He smiled then, and the smile wasn't pleasant. "Anyway, maybe we should have a few surprises waiting for your friends when they show up?"
My answering smile was equally nasty. "Yeah, maybe we should at that. Why don't you work up a few things and get back to me?"
Still smiling, Fields sketched a scout's salute to me. "Will do, Sarge."
"Good." I turned to Lucifer. "Luce, I know Lady Dithra thinks we're safe here for now, but I think we should take out a little insurance on that. Have yourself a look at our perimeter defenses, and in addition to the alarms let's add some stuff that's just a little more . . . lethal."
Once again wearing that little Buddha-like smile of his, Luce nodded slightly. "Consider it done," he replied simply.
I nodded back, then turned my attention to Dithra's agent. "Lastly, Stefan, I need you to go check on some things for me."
An hour after the meeting broke up I found myself leaning against the front porch rail, a mug of Wolfman's superb coffee steaming in my hand, gazing across the brilliantly sunlit clearing at the old barn. Raised voices were beginning to make themselves heard from there. Evidently Deebs and Grease were having an argument over something, and I supposed I should wander over there eventually and see what all the yelling was about.
That line of thought, however, was put on hold when I heard a quiet step behind me. I closed my eyes for a moment, bracing myself, then nodded without turning. "My Lady," I greeted.
"Hasai," Dithra returned, then paused for several seconds before continuing. "Hasai, the clans--"
"My Lady, please," I interrupted, fighting down a surge of irritation. "It was the only thing I could think of to do. I'm sorry your plan didn't work; more sorry than you could ever possibly imagine. But it didn't work, and that's all there is to it. We need to find another way, and if you're not willing to help, may I respectfully suggest you be so kind as to step aside and let a soldier do his job."
"Hasai, please; allow me to speak."
I sighed, then turned to look at the ancient dragoness. Her expression was still quite unhappy, but now that unhappiness was mixed with a distinct helping of pensiveness that had replaced the simmering anger of earlier. She sighed. "You are correct, young one," she began. "I was quite upset with you at the gathering, when it seemed to me that you took all of our work and casually discarded it without a thought. It took Stefan's words, the words of a dragon far younger than myself, to make me realize that the path I had expected you to take, to disavow that child and turn away, was a path bereft of honor. It was a path that Ahnkar or Ksstha might take, but not yourself and, I pray to the Ancestors, not I."
Dithra fell silent then, her eyes studying the weathered planking beneath her feet. I was about to say something, but then she continued. "I may yet be of some small use. In those moments between the destruction of Ahnkar's agent and our departure I had an opportunity to study those around us." Her gaze rose to meet mine, her expression one of sadness. "I once told you that a dragon fears nothing but dishonor, but I may have overstated myself a little. There may indeed be something else that a dragon would dread, and I think I saw it in the expressions of my peers as we stood within that chamber and watched someone evaporate into nothingness. A dragon would indeed fear being casually swatted out of existence, with no hope of defending herself."
"In an all-out war, the humans would do no less to us, my Lady."
She carefully searched my face, then finally gestured assent. "Yes; I see that you truly believe that, and I confess you would know far more about the subject than I. Most dragons, however, would not believe it. They do, however, now fear your sphere of the Lung and what it can do. I saw it there, in their eyes." Dithra's expression grew intense. "If reason will not work, then perhaps fear will. Let me play upon that fear, dear one. Perhaps I can persuade some to turn away from this course, before it is too late."
I gazed at Dithra for a long moment, more than a little surprised that she felt she needed to ask me permission for something. "If you could get just a few of the Elders to remain neutral--"
"There is no neutrality among those who give or receive Challenge, young one. Still, there may be something that can be done."
I looked at her some more, then silently nodded to myself. What was there to lose? Let them hate, so long as they fear, quoted my human side, and I was in no position to disagree. "If you truly believe that it can be done, my Lady, then all I can ask of you is to be careful." I paused, then sighed. "I don't think I could bear losing you as well."
The ancient dragon bowed slightly, her warm, gold-green eyes never leaving my face. Then she sobered. "Dear one, there is one more thing I must know. Forgive me for asking this, but have you given any thought as to what might happen if you fail? Have you made any plans?"
I grimaced, my mouth pressing itself into a thin line as I turned away to gaze at the barn again. "I have started to, my Lady." I responded at last. "No--" I held up a hand to stave off her next question. "I hope you will forgive me, but I think it would be better if I kept them to myself. At least for now."
-I'm sittin' on the dock of the bay
-Watching the tide roll away
-Oh, I'm just sittin' on the dock of the bay
-Wastin' time. . . .
The tourists generally don't come down here, not to the parts of the San Francisco waterfront that deal in freighters and trawlers rather than cutesy little souvenir shops and hideously overpriced restaurants. Down here, the grimy waves lap against the battered piers, various bits of waterlogged trash bobbing at the edges, the whole smelling of dead fish, overripe garbage, and spilled fuel oil. I felt one corner of my mouth curl down into a grimace, then turned the collar of my field jacket up against the chill Pacific wind and walked toward the lone figure that sat on the end of the wharf, legs dangling over the edge, staring out at the fading evening sky.
"Thinking of tossing yourself in?"
The figure exploded to his feet, spinning to face me, teeth skinning back in a feral snarl. I fought down the urge to recoil, held perfectly still until Kaa'saht recognized me and slowly, very slowly, straightened from his crouch, his red-rimmed eyes staring at me. "The thought did occur," he muttered at last "more than once." I nodded silently, and for several long moments we stood there, looking at one another. "Have you come to kill me at last?" he finally asked.
My mouth twitched into a thin, cold smile. "I'm rarely that merciful," I replied.
"Then why are you here?" he rasped.
That smile widened a fraction. "To offer you a job."
Stefan's former agent just stood there, looking at me for so long that I began to believe that he'd had some sort of seizure. Finally he blinked. "What?"
"You heard me; I'm offering you a job. Are you interested?"
Kaa'saht seemed to sway slightly, but then gave himself a sharp shake and glared at me suspiciously. "What sort of job?"
"One that just might require the rest of a very unpleasant, very short life," I replied, the smile fading. "But one I think that you will accept. I want you to care for my mate and children."
The disgraced dragon sagged in disbelief. "What-- What do you mean? What in the name of the Ancestors are you talking about? What--"
I sighed, leaned back against a dirty tarp draped over some anonymous crates. "Kaa'saht, just shut up and listen. Things have gone to hell in a hand basket, and there's a good chance I'm going to need someone in place and ready to spirit Pasqual and the children away. I need someone who will hide them from both the Council and the clans, and who will defend them beyond all sanity." I sighed again, lifting a hand to rub my eyes. "I cannot give this responsibility to Lady Dithra. She is an admirable person, but I suspect a bit too much the politician. She may be tempted to be reasonable, to compromise, if it meant peace between the factions. Stefan, I'm afraid, is far too much of a realist. No," I lifted my gaze to meet Kaa'saht's "what I need is someone who will not be reasonable, who will not be a realist. Who would be better than someone who loves Pasqual, and whom she loves in return?"
Kaa'saht became perfectly still, his face going deathly pale. "She told you this?"
"She didn't need to." I smiled, perhaps a bit wistfully. "The two of you were together in Ahnkar's shadow, then within my control, plotting your mutual escape, for so very long. Then afterwards, after you had been banished, nothing. In all the time since then, she has never asked about you, mentioned you, not referred to you in even the most indirect of terms. Nothing." The smile became a quiet chuckle. "Pasqual will be quite formidable someday, but first she must learn subtlety. No, there can be only one reason for your sudden, utter, non-existence, and it is that Pasqual fears that if I learn about what exists between the two of you I will hunt you down and kill you."
"And why haven't you?" the young dragon asked quietly.
"Good question." I leaned forward, rested my hands on my knees, my gaze dropping to the weathered planks beneath our feet. "I suspect it's because I haven't been very good for Pasqual. We met in a cloud of deceit, both of us using the other. Fear and misery are the only things that I have ever offered her, and I think . . . . And I think that it is ruined between us, that we will never be able to trust one another." I looked up at Kaa'saht. "Perhaps it would be better if she started over, with someone else." I felt the corner of my mouth quirk upward sardonically. "I accused Stefan of being a realist. Well, I'm a realist as well. And reality tells me that you're the only one I can hope to trust with this, even if it is for all the wrong reasons. Will you take the job?"
Kaa'saht looked just a little bit like someone running short on oxygen. "You will want-- Do you wish an oath of fealty from me?"
I snorted. "Dithra and Stefan had oaths of fealty from you, and you walked away from both." The dragon flinched at that. "No, all I want is your word. Do I have it?"
The disgraced dragon stood there, staring at me, and for a minute I thought he was going to burst into tears. "You have it, my Lord," he choked out at last. "With all my heart I say that you have it."
And we're back to the 'my Lord' crap again. . . . I nodded, carefully looking away from Kaa'saht's raw emotion. "Very well; we still need to hammer things out. You'll be operating completely isolated from the rest of us, and no-one else will know of this arrangement. So, we'll need to rig a contact system among other things." I thought for a moment. "I passed a pub a few blocks back. Lets go there to work things out, and to get the hell out of this wind."
-I got a name, I got a number, I got a line on you
-I got a name, I got a number, and I got a job to do. . . .
I swear, sometimes I'm nothing but a bloody amateur. I should have known there would be people watching Kaa'saht, my little bungalow, all of my usual contacts and haunts. But I took no precautions, didn't even think of the possibility until we had gone perhaps a hundred meters up the street, and someone rounded the corner ahead of us.
He was a small man, seedy-looking, and shabbily dressed. I would have dismissed him as a bum, except that his movements were all wrong for a derelict, and his dark eyes were cold, clear, and staring straight at me. The folded newspaper he held in his left hand looked like it had been dredged out of the gutter. There was, however, nothing scruffy about the silenced .45 ACP he pulled from beneath it.
Time slowed to a crawl. I crouched, my breath drawing in through my teeth in a loud hiss as my eyes darted about, checking my options. There were none; the empty street to my left and the blank wall to my right offered no hope of cover or avenue of retreat. The assassin had chosen his spot well. I lunged for the man, but his weapon was already up, the hammer already cocked, there was no time--
Suddenly I felt something grab the back of my coat and yank. With a surprised grunt I felt my feet go out from under me, found myself flying backwards through the air. There was a THUMP and something very hot and very fast scorched its way past my right temple, then I slammed down onto the grimy pavement with stunning force. Orange fireballs exploded behind my eyes as the back of my head smacked the pavement. Half blind with pain I fumbled to my hands and knees, mentally groping for my true form as I watched Stefan's ex-agent pounce upon the assassin. There was a short scuffle and two more THUMPs, then a ghastly, bubbling scream as Kaa'saht ripped the man's throat out.
Silence, save for the sound of splashing liquid, and soon most of that faded as well. Gingerly I made my way to my feet, wincing as my skull let me know in no uncertain terms its opinion on collisions with concrete. I wobbled over to where Kaa'saht silently stood, gazing down at what was left of the assassin. Kneeling, I picked up the man's weapon and gave it a careful once-over, noted the quality of the silencer construction and mounting, and also the cut where the .45's serial number had been neatly excised. "Pro gear," I remarked worriedly, stuffing the weapon under my jacket as I scanned the area around us. "Ksstha certainly learns fast, doesn't he? There could be a backup, so we'd better get the hell out of. . . ."
I trailed off as Kaa'saht swayed, then fell heavily to his knees. I caught him as he toppled to the side, barely managing to keep his face from hitting the sidewalk. Something scalding-hot was trickling over my right forearm. I lifted it, found it covered with steaming blood of such a rich red color it bordered on black.
No. . . . Quickly I eased his inert form down onto his back, soon found the two holes blasted into the front of Kaa'saht's shirt, their edges charred by the muzzle-blast of the weapon as it fired into him at point-blank range. A human would have been dead before he hit the ground after taking this kind of damage. As it was, Kaa'saht was in bad shape. The blood flowing from the wounds was coming in erratic spurts, and I could hear a rattle in what little breathing I could detect.
Not again. . . . I ripped-up what was left of his shirt and much of the assassin's in an effort to bind the wounds, and managed to at least slow the bleeding. I had to get Kaa'saht out of there, and take him. . . . Where? Stefan had admitted to me the dragons had lost what they'd known of medicine, so even if I brought Kaa'saht to him and Lady Dithra, all they would be able to do is stand and watch him die.
NOT AGAIN. I thought my head was going to split apart as I struggled to my feet, Kaa'saht's limp form in my arms. Slowly I staggered back down the street, finally reaching a gap between two warehouses where I could get us out of sight. Scarcely five meters in, I set the young dragon down as best I could, then slumped down next to him as I called my true form. The pain was so great when my skull shifted shape that I almost passed out, and I spent several precious seconds trying to keep my stomach from emptying itself onto the trash-strewn concrete. Finally I managed to concentrate enough to summon the sphere, then stuff it into my mouth as I pieced-together a mental image of a certain old, dilapidated barn.
Snap.
The barn was the same; drafty, leaky, waiting for a stiff wind to knock it down. The dirt floor inside showed no sign of its earlier use; my team had been too thorough in policing-up after itself to leave any traces of our activities. Summoning the power of the sphere until I was wrapped in a cloak of silvery light, I tried to use it to patch Kaa'saht up, but every time I tried to do something Kaa'saht would groan and convulse until I backed off.
I felt like howling my frustration to the stars. Damn it, I still didn't know enough! All I managed to do was what a certain dark sword had done for me once, and feed some of my own strength into the young dragon, at least to the point that his breathing grew a little stronger. Then I left Kaa'saht there on that dirt floor with nothing but some moldering tarp to keep him warm as I shouldered the barn's main door aside and headed cross-country at a lope.
A half-mile of open field, maybe a little more, then several acres of scrubby forest, then another open field, in the middle of which a small cottage sat. It was already dark this far east, and the windows of the house glowed with a cheery, welcoming light. There was also a watcher, sitting just inside the edge of the woods. But boredom had evidently dulled his senses, and shortly after I scented him the man quickly lost interest in watching anything, ever again.
I was just setting foot onto the porch when a horse in a fenced-in pasture perhaps another hundred meters further down the slope began to scream in terror. I hesitated, then glanced down at my glittering scales and blinked in confusion. What the hell am I thinking? Giving myself a shake I shifted back to human form, that headache assaulting me with a renewed fury as I trudged up the steps and banged on the door.
A long pause, then the porch light came on and the door opened to reveal Schmoo's ugly, ever-so-welcome face. "Who in the world-- Mike? What the hell are you doing 'way out here?"
"Schmoo, need some help," I panted. I jerked my head up at the sound of a woman's voice from within the house, winced. "Step out here. Quick."
"Um, okay." Puzzled, Schmoo turned back long enough to tell his wife he'd be back in a minute, then came out onto the porch. "All right, what's--" as I stepped back the porch light fell more fully upon me and Schmoo caught his first glimpse of what I was covered in. "Good God! Are you all right?"
"Not mine. It's a friend of mine's," I quickly corrected, my cleaner hand lifting to fend him off. Damn, that headache was bad. "Need a-- um, need a vet."
Schmoo blinked at me in confusion. "A what?"
"A vet. Animal doctor. Best one you know. Schmoo, please," I pleaded, cutting off the flood of questions I knew were about to erupt "just help me with this, will you?"
My tall, lanky friend stood there for a long moment, studying me. Finally he sighed. "The best one I know of is Doctor Clarke. He heads the Veterinary Medicine branch at the university."
I nodded, wincing again. "That big warehouse-like place on the west edge of campus?"
"Yeah, looks like an aircraft hangar. That's it."
"Can you call and have him meet me there? Tell him-- Tell him it's a large-animal emergency. Very large."
Schmoo blinked at that, relaxing slightly. "I can try. Whether or not he'll actually show, I don't know." He turned to the door. "Let me get my coat on, and--"
"No, Schmoo. Just the call."
"What?" He turned back to me. "Hey, you're gonna need more than--"
"That's all I can afford to ask of you." I glanced meaningfully at the house behind him, then back. "Remember the kids? This is something along those lines."
Schmoo went quiet at that. Finally he sighed. "I'll make the call."
I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding, nodded. "Thank you."
My civilian friend snorted. "Y'know, someday you're going to let me know what this is all about."
I smiled tiredly. "Someday, Schmoo, it'll be my privilege to tell you."
Schmoo chuckled at that, then made a small shooing gesture. "Get out of here; I'll make the call."
Putting my scales back on the moment I was out of sight, I covered the ground back to the barn at a run. I had spent far too much time arguing with Schmoo, but when I made it back to Kaa'saht he was still hanging in there, though his wounds were still seeping blood he could ill-afford to lose. Summoning the sphere, I popped it into my mouth while allowing myself to expand enough to allow me to pick up Kaa'saht's inert form with one forepaw. Cradling him to me, I snapped us to a grassy field in back of the facility Schmoo had described. Almost immediately a small herd of cattle penned nearby began to bawl in panic, but I ignored them as I hobbled three-legged the rest of the way to the building.
The nearest door I could use was one of those big metal roll-up affairs at the near end of the loading dock. It was also locked for the night, but hooking my talons under the lower edge and heaving upwards until the locking bar sheared through solved that problem. Pulling the damaged door back down behind me I peered about the cluttered, thankfully deserted interior of the cavernous facility, my slitted eyes finally alighting upon what looked to be an open area near the center of the floor. I made my way toward it, carefully threading my way through the labyrinth of crates, cages, equipment and cubicle partitions with Kaa'saht still cradled to my breast. The area turned out to be the sort of open, pen-like setup one might reserve for the treatment of larger creatures. Excellent. There was rubberized padding on the concrete floor in this area; I carefully eased Kaa'saht limp body down to rest upon it.
There had been a steadily growing din as more and more of the various animals caged and penned within the building caught my scent and went berserk; I reduced all but the stupidest of them to a terrified silence by removing the sphere from my mouth and giving them a single angry hiss. As things quieted I studied Kaa'saht, then used the power of the sphere to carefully remove his human seeming. The air seemed to ripple, and suddenly Kaa'saht's striking, blue-black form appeared, lying on his side before me. Then I cursed myself for an idiot as my hastily applied bandages shredded away within the blink of an eye, revealing wounds writ huge upon the reptilian form, blood pouring from them.
Frantically I pressed my hands down upon the now howitzer-sized damage as I cast about for something, anything, to staunch the flow but finding nothing. Desperately I drew breath, then flamed, directing that azure column of fire across the bleeding flesh. There was a sizzling hiss and a boiling cloud of steam, then the stench of charring meat filled my nostrils. I blinked the steam out of my eyes to see the blood flow greatly reduced by my field-expedient cauterization, added a few more puffs of flame to seal-off the rest.
For a long moment I stared down at the charred mess I had made, swallowing several times to keep my gorge down. Then a weak groan had me whipping my head around to see Kaa'saht's eyes flicker open. Apparently the pain of what I'd done had jolted him to consciousness, and he blinked dazedly at his surroundings before finally focusing on me. "My Lord," he sighed, his voice a shadow of its normal self.
"Kaa'saht, I'm sorry," I began. "I should have known better. You didn't have to--"
"No, my Lord, no. Please--" Kaa'saht broke off, panted for a moment, then resumed. "Please, there is no apology to be made. It is I who am beholden to you. I betrayed you, betrayed you all. I stole your family away." He paused again, eyes squeezing shut for a moment as something within him spasmed painfully. "I threw away my honor." He looked back up to me, astonishment in my eyes. "But, rather than killing me, as was your right, you not only spared me but offered my honor back to me. How could I-- How could I do any less than place myself between you and the-- and the death that was reaching for you? How could I do any less?" He gasped for breath, his eyes growing vague. "My-- My only regret is that I cannot serve you further. I am so sorry, my Lord. . . . Please, please tell Pasqual that I died with my honor. Please tell . . . tell . . . ."
"You're not going to die today, Kaa'saht," I rumbled, "not if I can help it." But my words went unheard as the young dragon once again fell unconscious.
I studied his inert form, drew in a breath, then let it out in a shaky gust. I then used the sphere once more to transfer more strength to Kaa'saht. His breathing steadied again, but it took more energy to achieve than the last time. Dragons are incredibly tough, but the damage done was just too severe, and he was slowly but steadily slipping away. After that desperate midnight skirmish in Dithra's abode, Stefan had attempted to explain to me the nature of the dangerous but necessary link between a dragon's human simulacrum and his true form, the link that would cause injury to one to be reflected upon the other, but I'd only understood roughly one word in three. Now I silently cursed myself for my ignorance, and waited for the physician who might never arrive.
It was another twenty minutes or so; it felt like twenty years. Finally my draconic senses detected the sound of a car's engine. I quickly shifted back to human form, winced again at the still-ferocious but slowly receding headache, then hurried to the front of the building. As I went I checked the clip in the assassin's weapon, then adjusted the .45 beneath my jacket so that the silencer wouldn't hang-up on the waistline of my trousers if I needed it in a hurry. If the doctor thought to bring the police with him, I would have no choice but to kill them all.
There was a tiny lobby at the building's main entrance. In the unlit gloom of it, I peered through the front glass, saw a lone figure standing beside a car now parked in the front lot. Hands in his pockets, he stood looking back up the drive, possibly not believing that whoever had the emergency had arrived yet, possibly for another reason.
No time for paranoia. I took a deep breath, then unlocked the front door and stepped out. The door made a small squeak as it opened, and the man turned at the sound. I studied him as I approached; heavy-set, mid-sixties perhaps, with a jowly, care-worn face and hair an iron-gray in color. His dark blue eyes studied me in turn. As I neared, he finally spoke. "One of the staffers at the university called me, told me there was some sort of medical emergency here."
I nodded, my eyes never leaving him. "Yes, sir. Doctor Clarke?" He nodded. "I'm sorry to have to call you sir, but I had no choice." I half-turned, gestured back toward the building. "The patient's already been moved inside. If you would--?"
The man studied me for a moment more, then nodded again and preceded me into the building. Once inside, he frowned at the dark, empty lobby, but continued on down the hall toward the main work areas. "By the way, who let you in?" he asked a little too casually.
My eyes flicked down the length of the hallway, I calculated the odds of the good doctor escaping me at this point. "No-one, sir," I responded at last.
He paused at that and half-turned back to me, his eyes immediately going to where I had my hand tucked inside my jacket. He sighed. "I see."
I felt a pang of remorse at that. "Sorry, sir," I apologized, but then gestured forward again. He sighed once more, and we resumed our course. He didn't speak again until we were almost to our destination. "You realize, of course, that I'm not licensed to work on--"
We rounded a final supply cabinet, and Clarke lurched to a halt. For long seconds he just stared, his jaw sagging slightly. "Good Lord," he mumbled at last. "Is that-- Is that--" He turned to me, recoiled slightly when he saw the silenced .45 in my hand, though the weapon was pointed at the floor at the moment.
"Yes, doctor, it's a dragon," I replied, my growing frustration at all the damned delays beginning to leak into my voice "and he's going to be a dead dragon if we don't get to work right now."
The vet blinked at me for a long moment, then gave his head a sharp shake. "Yes. Yes, of course." He rubbed at his forehead for a moment, then looked back to Kaa'saht. "Okay," he said, seemingly to himself, then walked over to the young dragon's still form. With a hand that trembled slightly, he traced the damage. "Ye gods," he exclaimed at last "what the. . . ." He glanced back at me, but reconsidered whatever he was going to ask me when he saw my face. He licked his lips, then nodded slightly as he straightened. "These are severe injuries. I'm going to need to call in my team," he stated, but I shook my head.
"Sorry, sir, but I can't let you do that," I responded.
His eyes sparked with anger. "Look," he flared "I don't think I can handle this by myself. I'm going to need help here, and if I don't get it there's a very good chance this . . . creature is going to die."
I closed my eyes for a moment, breathed in, then let it out in a long sigh. "I understand, sir, and I won't hold you responsible for the results. But I'm the only help you're going to get."
He drew himself to his full height, folded his arms and glared at me. I just stood there, returning his gaze, the .45 still in my hand. Finally he sighed, shaking his head disgustedly. "Let's get washed up. And," he pointed to the weapon "put that thing away."
I hesitated. "Do I have your word?" I asked.
"Of course you have my word! Now let's get busy."
Doctor Clarke stomped off to a nearby sink, already pulling off and casting aside his jacket and rolling up his sleeves. I stared after him, looked down at my weapon, then tucked it back under my belt and went to join him.
The hours that followed were bad. Very bad. The doctor was forced to resort to 1800s-style medicine, as he couldn't use anything out of the drug cabinet for fear of killing his patient. In addition there were other things, things that brought exclamations of amazement from the good doctor, and for me turned a suspicion into a certainty.
Needle, string, the occasional clamp, everything in sight soaked-down with ethanol in the hope it would kill anything that would try to gain a foothold in Kaa'saht's injuries. Slowly, the last of the bleeding was staunched, the wounds were laboriously closed. It was almost dawn by the time the last stitch was made, the last length of surgical tape was slapped into place. In the aftermath both Doctor Clarke and myself just stood there looking at each other, covered in gore, our faces gray with fatigue. "Two days," he said at last, his voice hoarse. "If he makes it through the next two days. . . ." He trailed off, made a weary gesture.
I nodded, the motion almost sending me staggering in my fatigue. "Now I know why medical guys get paid so much," I started, equally hoarse. "Damn; that was like combat."
"Yeah, it is, sometimes," he gave me a sharp glance, then nodded and looked at his patient. "There should have been no way he could have survived all that, but. . . ."
I chuckled tiredly. "Dragons are tough," I replied. "Damned tough."
"I believe it." By unspoken consent we moved over to a nearby set of cheap plastic lawn chairs, slumped into them. Clarke let his head loll backwards for a bit, but eventually lifted it again to eye me speculatively. "I don't suppose. . . .?"
I looked at him for several long, silent moments, then felt my lips curve up into a small, tight smile. "No, Doctor; I'm afraid not. Maybe someday."
"'Someday?'"
"Yeah, someday. When people no longer consider a killer of infants to be a saint."
Clarke gave me a puzzled look at first, but then his face grew pensive. Finally he changed the subject. "So; what happens now?"
I smiled again. "We clean up, you leave, I take my friend out of here, and everyone forgets it ever happened."
The doctor seemed a bit surprised by that, and his eyes flicked involuntarily to the heavy-caliber automatic still tucked beneath my belt. I caught that glance and chuckled grimly. "That would be counter-productive, sir," I replied to the unspoken question. "If you disappeared, there would be an investigation, which is something I would rather avoid. On the other hand, if you were foolish enough to try to tell people what happened here tonight, all that would happen is your reputation would be destroyed, and you quite possibly get carted off to the state hospital."
The aging veterinarian thought about it for a moment, then chuckled as well. "You're right; that's exactly what would happen. 'Poor Doctor Clarke, he's finally gone 'round the bend,'" he mimicked, then shook his head ruefully and sighed. He glanced upward at the building's high roofline, where a skylight was glowing with the pale light of early morning. "Well, looks like we had better get started on that cleanup."
It didn't take long; there was a hose nearby that was just for this sort of thing, and a big drain in the middle of the floor cheerfully sucked down all the runoff. I insisted all the medical waste go into one of those plastic biohazard drums that places like this usually had sitting around. The good doctor, obviously thinking of DNA samples, looked quite disappointed, but said nothing.
Finally, everything was fully scrubbed-down, leaving only Kaa'saht's still-inert form as the only clue we had ever been there. I gave everything a careful looking-over, nodded to myself. "Time to go," I said at last.
Doctor Clarke glanced up at the skylight again, now shining with the first rays of the sun. "Although where you're going to go with a creature this large, I haven't a clue. You can't possibly move him and not be seen, you know."
I gave the doctor an evil smile. "I do the impossible on a daily basis, Doctor."
This earned me what started out as a skeptical look, but then Clarke glanced at Kaa'saht and snorted. "I don't doubt that," he said wryly "not one little bit." He paused then, still looking at me, his expression growing thoughtful. Finally he continued. "You know, when I first started to study medicine, I thought it was the most wonderful profession to be in, and I was going to 'save the world' with what I knew."
He shook his head, chuckled with quiet cynicism. "Two years as a combat medic in Vietnam cured me of that." He sighed, his shoulders slumping tiredly. "I moved over to veterinary practice then, because after that, every time I looked at a human body, well. . . ." Clarke fell silent for a long moment, his eyes gazing into the distance. Finally he looked at Kaa'saht, then back to me, and smiled slightly. "Thank you," he said quietly.
I held his gaze, then slowly nodded. "Time to go, Doc. Thank you, as well; we won't forget."
The vet's smile grew a little wider at that. He hesitated for a moment, then offered me a freshly-scrubbed hand. After a hesitation of my own, I took it. We stood there for a second or two more, then without another word he turned and walked away, soon lost to sight amid the maze of cabinets, pens, equipment, and partitions.
I waited until I heard the door leading back to the front entrance slam shut, then turned and surveyed my sleeping charge. "Time to get you put to bed," I said to him as I reached for my true form. Moments later I called the sphere and stuffed it between my jaws once again, then gently lifted Kaa'saht, grabbed that drum, and thought of what should be a safe place.
Snap.
That garage-slash-barn in back of Dithra's abode was huge; big enough to satisfy the megalomaniacal whims of its original builder, and, fortunately, big enough to house a dragon or two. I eased Kaa'saht down in the corner furthest from the building's other occupant, made him as comfortable as I could. Then over the next several hours I set about weaving Power around the place, using a pattern I had worked-out after long hours of studying the weavings of protection some distant ancestor of mine had placed about my sphere's ancient home.
The sun was well-up and shining brightly by the time I was satisfied with my defenses. Much like the ones guarding the sandstone cliffs, these wards were vampiric in nature and would cause any dragon approaching them to grow increasingly weak, listless, and subtly encouraged to turn away. More determined attempts to penetrate the perimeter would result in an increasingly serious drain on the invader's energy, possibly all the way down to and including death. Where this barrier differed, however, was it faced inward as well as outward, making it just as difficult for a non-Lung to leave as it was to approach. That might shortly prove critical, if what I was about to try went badly.
I gave the weave one last careful inspection, then turned and re-entered the barn, headed over to the place's other occupant. I stared down at Niata for a long time. The battered dragoness had barely moved from the last time I had seen her, her eyes still just half-open and gazing off into some strange distance that nothing sane would ever see.
Finally I sighed, then reached up and activated my little translator pattern. "Niata, we are running out of time," I stated without preamble. "I must know what that place was, the one you pulled me to. Where is it? What is it called? What is its meaning?"
Silence.
"Niata, please. I do not wish to resort to other methods, but you are leaving me with little choice."
Nothing.
I sighed. "Very well." After that I stopped delaying. I turned, and with the tip of a steely talon began to scribe an elaborate pattern upon the concrete floor in front of Niata. Soon the lines of that pattern began to glow gently, a glow that rapidly escalated into an actinic glare as I added my own power to the mix.
There was a faint whimper from behind me as the pattern continued to grow and elaborate, but I ignored the sound as I lifted my talons free of the floor, the pattern lifting with them and beginning to swirl and rotate in midair. A sharp motion of my right hand stabilized that rotation, pulled the construct into turning a flat, dish-like facet of itself toward us. With a single talon I traced a curiously warped circle of blue-black light in the air about a certain set of scratches that marred the scales of one of my hind legs. That circle then floated away to join the main mass of the pattern hanging before us, and the symbols that adorned the pattern's circular edge writhed as a result, almost as if they were caught in the throes of some hellish torment.
There was another whine from the broken magus; I glanced back to see her eyes completely open and staring at the swirling gray chaos at the pattern's center, her head shaking erratically as she tried to edge away. I chuckled darkly. "No, Niata, this place is sealed. There is no place to run, no place to hide, not unless you give me what I want."
With that I gave a few final, abrupt gestures, and the center of the pattern's circle suddenly went black. At first that blackness was as stygian as the Pit, but slowly, almost reluctantly the blackness resolved itself into the image of an all-too familiar clearing, its blasted, charcoal-gray soil surrounded on all sides by a twisted, tortured terrain of shattered basaltic rock and old lava flows, the view illuminated only by the faint, frosty light of distant stars.
It didn't take long for the first of them to show up. In less than a minute dozens, then hundreds were there, all of them battering insanely against the barrier I had put across the portal, the view rapidly degenerating into a scene of fangs, talons, and mad, hate-filled eyes that would have overwhelmed even Hieronymus Bosch at his most deranged.
Once again I couldn't quite focus on the creature's forms at first, my eyes refusing to make sense of what I saw. They finally gave up on that, however, and suddenly everything snapped into an all-too sharp focus and I shuddered. But I was ready for my reaction this time around, and my concentration did not waver.
<. . . . No. . . . Don't. . . .>
The desperate power behind the whisper that came echoing faintly into my head must have been great indeed for me to have heard it, and it was almost surprise enough to make me lose control of the portal. For an awful moment the barrier actually bulged, the creatures on the other side clawing wildly at the thing that held them back, that kept them from breaking through to invade attack devour destroy--
<. . . . Don't . . . don't . . . don't let them. . . . Don't let them in. . . .Don't. . . .>
I risked a glance back at Niata's violently trembling form, then set my jaws and poured Power into the pattern until it crackled with energy. Slowly, reluctantly, the bulge began to flatten back out. "Do you want me to close this?" I gritted "Do you want me to make them go away? Then tell me what I want to know!"
The maimed dragoness gave vent to a thin, screeching wail of terror, and into my mind whispered a single word. It was a word that I had been half-expecting, half-dreading, and with it a great many things suddenly made sense. I nodded, then abruptly slashed my talons across the patterns I'd made on the floor. The construct responded by shattering into a blaze of random shards of light, a shockwave of released energy nearly bowling me off my feet. In the aftermath I shook my head and blinked my eyes clear of dazzle then quickly looked again, but both the portal and that which it had held had vanished as if they had never been.
I stared at that chunk of now-empty air for a long moment, turned to see Niata staring at me with terror-filled eyes. I studied her for several seconds, then chuckled humorlessly. "Welcome back to the realm of the living," I rumbled "perhaps this time you will decide to remain." I paused, then made a formal gesture. "What you have told me today may quite possibly save all that is Dragon in this world. The debt between us is paid, Niata. Go, magus. Heal yourself, if you can." I summoned the sphere then, and with its power I flung Niata away from that place. She vanished with a snap to reappear atop a high, windswept crag in another, far-distant land I had known once, long ago, and had striven with little success to forget. There she could either survive or perish, whichever she preferred.
After she was gone I turned and padded back to where Kaa'saht still slept. I looked down at him, then with a sigh removed the sphere from my jaws and sent it back to its sandstone home. I laid down, head atop my forepaws, my eyes still watching Kaa'saht as the tension and fatigue of the previous hours slowly drained out of me and I contemplated the information I had just been given, pondering how to go about using it.
". . . . ?"
Chuckle. "Good morning, Kaa'saht."
". . . . My Lord?" Confused pause. "I don't . . . . My Lord, why have I not-- Why am I not dead?"
Another quiet laugh. "I told you once before, Kaa'saht; I am not that merciful. Rest now, and regain your strength. This place is warded. You will be safe here, and I will return shortly with something for you to eat."
"I . . . ." A pause, then a quiet sigh. "Yes, my Lord."
Snap.
"Got any more of that coffee?"
Deebs jumped slightly, then glanced back at me. "Um, yeah." He set his own mug down and fished another out of the kitchen cabinet, filled it from the pot sitting on the wood-fired stove. He handed it to me. "Here you go, and just where the hell have you been? Again?"
I smiled tiredly at Deebs, took a grateful sip out of the steaming mug. "Preparing fallback positions," I answered at last.
The Texan squinted hard at me, his face growing pensive. Finally he nodded. "All right; that makes sense. You gonna let us know what they are?"
"When they're ready, yes."
"O-kay. I'm gettin' the distinct feelin' I'm not gonna get any more out of you on that, so let's talk about the gear a bit." Picking his mug back up, Deebs stepped out of the tiny kitchen and out the front door, heading for the barn. "C'mon out to the workshop and take a look at what we have so far," he tossed over his shoulder. I paused for a moment, but then followed.
Inside the barn, held off the ground by an array of hastily-built sawhorses, was a bizarre assembly of metal odds and ends that looked vaguely like a leftover prop from the set of a Mad Max movie. I stared at it, a slightly dizzy feeling stealing over me. "Good grief," I said at last.
"It's nowhere near finished yet," Deebs said quickly, doubtlessly reading my expression. "In fact, me and Grease are running low on supplies, and we were thinkin' that, since we're short on time, you and that funny ball of yours could, well, you know."
I looked at my Logistics expert for several long seconds. "You want me to play pack mule for you."
Deebs winced slightly. "Well, kind-of. Look; the only reason I'm askin' is otherwise I don't think there's any way we're gonna get this finished in time. Yeah, yeah, I know I told you otherwise the other day, but I screwed-up, okay?" He gestured past me vaguely. "That crazy ball of yours is the only thing that'll get the stuff here fast enough. Man, I'll tell you, if there's anything that's gonna win this fight, it'll be that ball. Just think about it for a moment, man! Instantaneous transportation! Perfect logistics! Have you any idea what DARPA would give to get their hands on that thing?"
I felt my lips compressing into a thin, straight line, but in the end I nodded. "All right, lay-off with the soft soap. What do you need?"
"Hang on. . . ." The Texan hurried over to where some planks and a pair of sawhorses made a makeshift desk, pulled several sheets of slightly grimy paper out from under their screwdriver paperweight. "Here y'go."
I glanced at some of the items on the top sheet of paper, then did a double-take as some of the nomenclatures sunk in. "Deebs, are you crazy? What in the hell makes you think we'd need something like--"
"Lemme see," Deebs interrupted, peering over the top of the sheet. "Oh, that. Hey; that's just a little something I'm doing a little brainstorming with. Stefan said something interestin' the other day, and it's given me an idea I'd like to try out."
"But . . . isn't this thing classified?"
"Um, well, just a little," Deebs hedged outrageously "but it's just the on-board data that's touchy, and I don't want that. Really; there's a few unclassified External Sales units floatin' around, and my people down south think they can get their hands on one."
I gave Deebs a long, hard look, then sighed. "All right, I'll trust you on that. . . ." I trailed off, leafing through the remainder of the pages, my eyes narrowing at a few entries, but reluctantly nodding at last. "One last thing, though." I walked over to the desk, used one of Deebs' well-chewed writing implements to pencil-in an additional entry. He read it over my shoulder, and this time it was his turn to yelp. "What? What the hell do you want those for? They'll never penetrate--"
"Precisely."
"Look; I am not gonna let you go out there and get your ass shot-off because--"
"Deebs, I think you need to realize something," I interrupted, then turned to look the Texan in the eye. "These will be the leaders, Deebs, the decision-makers. It won't be the usual bunch of poor, dumb, teenaged ground-pounders that have to keep coming at you until you kill them because some jack-booted monster will butcher their families if they don't. Get it? These will be the politicians."
Deebs blinked at that. I smiled grimly. "Yeah, that's right; we finally get a crack at those bastards, old buddy, and you want to know why? Because they can't hide behind their age. For dragons, age empowers rather than enfeebles, and for them to hide behind hatchlings? Well, what would you do to a soldier who used an infant as a shield? You'd kill him on sight, wouldn't you? The same goes for dragons, and for an elder, buddy, everyone is an infant!"
The graying NCO blinked again, a look of wonder slowly dawning on his face. "They'll be up-front," he mumbled almost to himself. "We'll be able to get at them."
"Right. And get this: they can stop. They can throw up their hands and say 'Okay, that's it. This isn't any fun anymore.' There's no pistol against the backs of their heads. They can turn and walk away. Dithra tells me that there's some that are already trying to find an honorable way out of this mess." I jabbed a finger at Deeb's grimy coveralls for emphasis. "All we have to do is slap-around the rest of them until they decide they don't want to play anymore. But we gotta keep the body-count down. If a clan's Eldest gets killed, who do you think will replace him? Think it'll be someone younger? Think it'll be some slogan-spouting firebrand screaming for revenge? I tell you man, I guarantee it! Minimum body-count, Deebs!"
Deebs stared at me with a slightly dazed expression, an almost-smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. Finally he sucked in a lungful of air, let it out in a gust. "Wow. Talk about strippin' your gears, man. Wow," he repeated, then dropped his gaze to the barn's dirt floor, thinking hard. "Okay," he said at last "we'll get them silly things for you, but . . . ." He scowled at the ground. "Look: some damned fool isn't gonna fold. You know that, so let me toss you a counter-offer. We mount both loads, one on each side. You pick which one you want to use. Hell, it'll even solve a balance problem for me. Sound good?"
I thought about it for a moment. "You'll mark them clearly?"
Deebs looked up, his expression scandalized. "Well, hell yes!"
I nodded. "Deal," I replied, glancing down at the shopping list once again. "Where do I go, and who do I contact?"
"What did you find out?"
"They know nothing of what has occurred, my Lord. Evidently, Ahnkar has used a--" Stefan made a sound reminiscent of someone dragging a concrete block across a rough wooden floor "--to replace the child."
I blinked. "A what?"
Dithra's agent frowned at my question, but then lifted his head in sudden understanding. "Ah; forgive me. It is a, hmm, a simulacrum, my Lord, made to look and act like the child. It is made in very much the same manner as these," he gestured to his human form "but unlike these it is not bound to anything that truly lives. Eventually it will grow listless, then weaken and die, apparently of natural causes. The technique was used many times to gather new material during the, ah, project that eventually resulted in yourself, my Lord," Stefan finished, looking slightly uncomfortable.
"Changeling.".
Stefan frowned again. "My Lord?"
"It's an ancient term for what you just described. Some human legends have it that the Sidhe used them to conceal the theft of children for use as slaves." I chuckled darkly. "Not quite right, I guess, but pretty darned close to the truth. Harvesting genetic material, I presume?"
The ex-Stasi agent grimaced. "Yes, my Lord."
I nodded, sighed. "Hopefully, we will be able to get away from things like that soon." I leaned back in my wooden chair until the rickety thing creaked alarmingly, glanced out the cabin window at the lengthening shadows of another evening in the mountains. I sipped at my umpteenth mug of coffee. "How long before the replacement keels over?" I asked as last.
Stefan sighed, looked down to where his hands lay folded upon the table. "Unknown, my Lord; it all depends upon how much Power was expended in the making of the . . . simulacrum, and I know of no way of measuring that Power. I regret that I am not very knowledgeable in such things."
"Worst-case, then."
"Mere days, I suspect, my Lord."
I frowned, sipped again at my coffee. "So; the thing could already be dead."
"Unlikely, my Lord. In order to avert suspicion they are typically constructed to feign illness first, rather than simply coming to a sudden stop."
"So; not yet, but possibly soon."
"Yes, my Lord."
"Great," I sighed, "something else to worry about. If we don't get Anna back before that thing dies. . . ." I rubbed at my eyes with my free hand, thought for a bit. "Please, have one of your people keep an eye on it, would you? If it starts to fail, let me know immediately."
"Yes, my Lord."
"So; you're going to put it here?" My finger moved to a point on the map where a small rectangle had been penciled-in.
Fields nodded. "Yeah, that's the spot, give or take a meter or two. I took a look at the ground up there; it's pretty rocky, but I think we'll manage."
I frowned, propping my head on my hand while I studied the diagram. "A little close, don't you think?"
The Special Ops man ran his fingers through his hair in a gesture of mild frustration. "Yeah; I thought so too, but any further out and you hit solid rock. Deebs says we can shore it up so it won't slam shut on you, though."
I chuckled darkly. "Well, I certainly hope so. . . ." I trailed off, looking up from the table as Stefan came in the cabin's front door. He looked a little agitated about something. "Yes, Stefan?"
The former Stasi agent glanced at Fields and the papers covering the table, bowed slightly. "Forgive me, my Lord, but Lady Dithra is outside and must see you immediately. There are . . . some people that she wishes you to have words with."
I blinked at that, frowned, then turned back to Fields and gave the diagrams one last careful going-over. "Okay; let's go with this. Let me know how much help you'll need, okay?"
Fields sketched a salute. "No problem, Sarge. I'll get right on it."
"Good." I nodded to Fields then turned to Stefan, who gestured me out the door. I snagged my coat off its wall hook and we headed out. Dithra was waiting for us, standing in the soft snow at the edge of the forest. "Dear one," she greeted me warmly, I have someone I wish you to meet."
"So I understand, my Lady." I glanced at the empty forest around us, then back to her, one eyebrow lifting in inquiry.
The ancient dragoness caught the gesture and smiled. "They cannot come here, dear one. To do so would violate their agreement with me." She swung out an arm, gestured upslope. "We must meet with them at the edge of the clan territories."
Clan. I felt my lips pressing into a thin line, but I nodded. "As you wish, my Lady. May I lead the way? The one known as Lucifer has placed . . . things . . . in the forest about us, and an encounter with one of them can be extremely unpleasant."
Stefan nodded soberly. Dithra looked a trifle blank at my warning, but gestured assent anyway. We shifted to our true forms, then I spread my wings and headed up the slope with the others in train, in the direction the dragoness indicated. Shortly we came upon a small, high clearing on the mountain slope, a short distance from the clearing where I had caught up with Pasqual not-all that long ago.
There, two large draconic forms patiently awaited us. One of them I knew by his tiger-like striping of black and white. The other was markedly larger and was mostly a flat black in color, relieved only by the occasional marking of slate gray. His pale yellow eyes were a stark contrast to his somber, battle-scarred scales. Those ancient eyes studied me carefully as we approached, then passed on to regard Dithra. I paused just short of the two, my own eyes moving momentarily to Tin'na'tak to nod a silent greeting, then looking to Dithra as well.
The ancient dragoness stepped forward, stopping to the right and just behind me, and bowed to the elder dragon. "Hasai, may I present to you the one known as Trassahn, Eldest of the Sstahn clan. He has expressed a wish to have words, and words only, with you."
In other words, parley. Trassahn and I bowed formally to each other, our eyes carefully never leaving our opposite. "I am here, Eldest Trassahn," I said at last. "What is it that you would wish to discuss?"
Trassahn's eyes widened fractionally, possibly surprised by my bluntness. Then they narrowed, studying me even more intently. Finally he came to some sort of conclusion and he straightened fractionally. "I have come to discuss with you the coming . . . altercation . . . between yourself and the Eldest of each of the clans, Lord Hasai," he replied with equal bluntness. "Discuss the situation, and, perhaps, come to some sort of accommodation. You are of course aware that when you gave Challenge you gave it to clan Sstahn, an ally of Lady Dithra, as well?"
I gestured confirmation. "Regretfully, Lord Trassahn. The one known as Ahnkar has assaulted myself and those of my blood, not once or twice, but thrice. His transgressions must cease, and this is the only course that was truly available to me."
Trassahn drew in a breath, then let it out in a sharp snort. "Ahnkar is a fool. A fool to so goad one of the Lung, and worse to pick such a battle while our world burns to ashes about our very ears." The Eldest made a sharp slashing motion. "I wish no part of this. My clan wishes no part of this. We were one of the first of the clans to join with Ksstha in his 'holy war' against the humans, and after years without number, battles without number, we have nothing to show for it. Nothing, save sending most of our clan to join our Ancestors. Those few of us who remain have had enough."
Trassahn finally broke eye-contact, his gaze dropping to the snowy ground as he gave a very human sigh. "I am old, Lord Hasai; old and tired. I believe that I shall sleep soon." Tin'na'tak started at this simple statement, the look he turned upon his Eldest full of anguish. He remained silent, however, as Trassahn's gaze once again rose to meet mine. "But not until I know that the clan that I have been so fortunate to lead for all these years is safe," he continued. "A short time ago, a short distance from here, you held the honor of both our clan and my son in your claws. Held it, and then gave it back. We do not forget such things, Lord Hasai, and I do not forget them now. Therefore I need to ask you one and only one question: how will you rule?"
Taken aback, I blinked at the ancient dragon. Up to now I had never even conceived of such a question, so focused I had been on just simple survival. Now Trassahn was confronting me with it, and I had to consider what would happen if my mad gambit actually managed to succeed.
How will you rule?
Suddenly I realized that I stood on a razor's edge. To one side lay defeat and death; that I already understood. To the other side, however, lay ultimate power. All of the clans would bow to me, the Council would be meaningless before me. My word would be Law, until the day another challenger succeeded in dragging me down. Such were the old ways, the ways of power.
How will you rule?
In some shadowy corner of my mind, the dark wraith that was my human half slowly uncoiled itself like some midnight serpent, then whispered to me a single word. I felt my hackles rise at the sound of it. "Lightly, my Lord Trassahn, very lightly," I answered at last, my voice rough with emotion. "My interests are few; the safety of those of my blood, the well-being of those who follow me, and the ending of this idiotic war. Beyond these, I care little."
Lord Trassahn continued to study me for several long moments. What he thought of my answer, or perhaps more importantly my reaction to his question, he gave no sign. Finally he gestured satisfaction. "It will suffice," he said at last. For a moment more he looked at me, his emotions unreadable, then he drew himself up and spoke once again. "Those within the sound of my voice, I ask thee to bear witness," he intoned formally. "I am known as Trassahn, and I am the Eldest of clan Sstahn." Then, with a strange, slow grace he crouched down before me, forelegs splayed, wings laid flat on the ground, his head turned up and away, exposing his throat. "On behalf of both myself and my clan, I doth yield to thee, Lord Hasai."
The next four days saw that scene replayed three times. None of those who followed were as admirable as Lord Trassahn, but perhaps that was fortunate. Late evening of the fourth day found me up on the mountain slope, sitting on a sun-warmed rocky outcrop with a coffee mug in my hands and dark thoughts on my mind.
"My Lord?"
I looked up. "Hm? Oh. Hi, Stefan," I said distractedly, my eyes drifting back to once again blindly regard the scenery. "What can I do for you?"
"My Lord . . . is there something amiss?"
I felt one corner of my mouth turn upward slightly. "No; just up here, visiting," I replied, gesturing toward a low earthen mound nearby, "talking about old times. That sort of stuff."
Stefan's eyes flicked over to the unmarked grave for a moment then slid back to mine. His lips compressed into a thin flat line, but he said nothing.
I returned the gaze of Dithra's agent for a long moment, then sighed and shook my head. "Well, yeah; a lot of things, actually. I guess I just don't like where all this is going." I dropped my eyes to my coffee mug, noted its contents were well on the way to becoming a lump of ice. I dumped it on the ground and refilled my cup with the thermos I brought with me. "It just feels wrong, like I'm screwing-up somewhere." I shook my head again. "It's strange, but what I have to go up that mountain and do, the thought of failure doesn't bother me all-that much. It's the thought of success that's scaring the crap out of me.
"There's this word that keeps floating around in my head, and it's tying my stomach into knots. All my life I've fought against the creatures that were described by this word, and now it seems increasingly likely that I'm going to end up joining their ranks. That, or die." I raised a hand to gesture, looked at it, let it fall back to my lap. "Remember the gorge, Stefan? Remember that patch of ice I hit? I feel like I'm back on that ice, Stefan, sliding into the abyss. And this time, there's no tree for me to grab."
I sighed, rubbed at my burning eyes. Sleep, what little any of us could get, had come hard for me these past several days. "I'm just a dumb, worn-out old grunt. I mean, just what the hell am I doing? A soldier should follow orders, not give them."
Stefan was silent for a long time. "Even when the soldier knows the orders are wrong, my Lord?" he finally said.
I looked up at Stefan. "Say again?"
"I said, what if the soldier knows that following his orders will lead to nothing but horror? Should he follow them then?" The ex-Stasi agent looked out at the darkened tree line, his eyes distant. "Once, not very long ago," he continued at last "there was a Russian officer sitting in a place deep underground. The machine in front of him was telling him, again and again, that his homeland was being attacked.
"His orders, my Lord, were to pass that information on to his superiors. He refused to do so, and was cast aside into disgrace and eventual madness. And yet, if he had followed his orders, if he had been what the Soviets considered a 'good soldier' and passed along what he correctly believed to be false information, it is quite possible that all of us would now be dead," he finished simply, then looked back at me. "There are indeed many times, my Lord, when being a good soldier means obeying one's superiors. Sometimes, however, it means realizing that those superiors are wrong and must not be obeyed. And, sometimes the only way to stop them is to take the trappings of power away from those who consider themselves your superiors, before it is too late."
Stefan looked at me for a moment more in the gathering darkness, then reached out and carefully gripped my shoulder. "You are indeed on a slippery slope, my Lord, but, much like the last time, you are not on it alone. Do what needs to be done, my Lord. I, at the least, will be there."
"Feelin' better?"
I looked up from the hardware, a wry smile curving my lips. "You too, Deebs?"
Deebs snorted. "Whaddya mean, 'you too?' You've been moping around like a sick dog for days now. So; you snappin' out of it?"
I looked at him for a moment more, then chuckled quietly. "Yeah; I think so. I just needed someone to slap me up-side the head and help me get my priorities straight." I rubbed the back of my neck, then refocused on what lay on the test bench before me. "So; what the heck are we trying to do here?"
"Well, you've worked with this rig before, right?" The Texan gestured at the conglomeration of boxes and puck-shaped sensors, all hay-wired into the back of a small, round display unit with a data plate marked AN/APR-39. "We had 'em on the Mohawks, and I hear they're still usin' them on the Apaches and stuff."
I waved him off. "Yeah, yeah; the radar warning system. But so what, Deebs? Somehow I don't think I'm going to have to worry about Ahnkar having a SA-6 battery in his hip pocket."
"No, no, no!" Deebs flagged me down "That isn't the kind of stuff that I'm tryin' to sweet-talk this little feller into lookin' for. Y'see, I had a little talk with Stefan about how you folks do some of that, um, that weird stuff you do, and it got me to thinkin'. Now could you, ah, could you like turn into a dragon for a little bit?"
I stared at Deebs for a long moment, then shrugged and closed my eyes. I concentrated, and the usual pain of change assailed me. When my forepaws touched the ground I opened my eyes and looked at Deebs enquiringly.
"Good, good, now just stay right there while I fire this thing up." Looking very much the mad scientist, the scene spoiled only slightly by his green Army-issue coveralls, Deebs closed a switch on the test bench and a soft whine began to emanate from the equipment. The APR's little display screen flickered, then start-up text began to scroll across it. "Y'see, there's an old rule you prob'ly know already," he continued distractedly as he scanned the text "that if something uses energy, that energy can be detected and located. Well, I'm bankin' that whatever stuff you folks're usin' it's still energy, and with a little tweakin' this little critter can detect it." The screen paused for a moment then went blank, and Deebs straightened. "All right, now do one of them weird things."
Do one of them weird things. Jeez. My mane jangled musically as I shook my head in amusement, then after a moment's thought I reached up and tapped my little translator pattern. It began to glow softly. "Like this?" I asked.
"Um, yeah . . . ." Deebs peered at the little screen, frowned, poked at a control, then peered at the screen again. "Ah, you are doin' something, right?"
"Yes, Deebs," I replied wryly, perfectly understandable human speech issuing from my draconic jaws, "I'm doing something."
"Well, hell," my logistics NCO growled, then proceeded to check all his connections, ran an equipment self-test, tweaked stuff some more, ran another self-test, et-cetera, until finally he straightened with a curse. "Damn it, I was sure this was gonna work!" Baffled, he scratched at his shoebrush-like hair. "Maybe I have the freqs wrong. . . . No; that's not . . . . Aw, hell."
I looked at Deebs, back at the pile of hardware, then back at Deebs. "Okay, I think I'm getting the idea as to what you're trying for. Let's see. . . ." I thought for a moment, then used one of my talons to scribe a small pattern in the barn's dirt floor. After a little more thought I added to it, paused, then added a bit more. Finally satisfied with it, I then placed a talon-tip against the pattern and fed it a little Power. The pattern responded with the usual blue-black glow, the light flickering strangely at its edges. "How about now?"
"I got something! I got a line!" Deebs crowed, pointing to an